Great Times Have Come And Gone Again

Well I went to Athenas place and had another great time!!! I felt good for when I went to her place which was a major bonus on mine and her behalf. The first thing we did when I got there was put on the movie The Inside Man. We some what watched it, I mostly made fun of it while she actually tried to watch it. We had alot of laughs over the commentairy we both started saying, since we both gave up on watching the movie. We managed to get through the movie, I think. I can not remeber at the moment.

After that we went for a walk down to the Super Store to go and see Laura then get some candy. We walked in the front doors of the place and there she was sitting around with Emma, I would have been chilling with a good freind too if I was her. She had sold out of pretty much all her stock that she was sampling but me and Athena managed to get in a couple samples of free chocolates, they were pretty good. After visiting for a bit we walked to the dollar store and I went to get my pixy sticks and they had none, well they had one but it was opened so I did not want to touch it. None the less I got Athena some of the tootsie pops that she likes and I got a shit load of candy. I still have some left right now. We went back to her place and put on another movie this time we watched Lucky Number S7even. We started watching the movie a bit into it since there are some not so great butt sex scenes before the real part of the movie starts. We started watching that but she sort of fell asleep for a little bit since it was warm, she was tired and we were like laying down and all that jazz. I watched the movie all the way through and she woke up a bit before the killer ending it has, I filled her in on what she had missed when she passed out.

I went home that night feeling good, as I always do when leaving a friends house. Then came today, which was good everybody was all happy infact really happy which was bonus since I love to see people happy ^_^! After lunch though I got a killer headache and it still hasn't fully left me now and it is like 11:10 p.m. I am now going to go to bed and not watch a movie tonight since I am also not feeling too well again...damn sickness xP.

Anyhoo leave your thoughts or comments and keep on blogging!!

Just Another Post

Well today was my second last day of work for teaching gymnastics, and last weekend the kick boxing course ended. I am looking forward to the break from work, but it is that time of the year when I would prefer to have work, since Christams is soon. I did some banking today so I have more money then I thought I have so I am in no need of work but it would just be nice to have none the less. The parents were pretty impressed wiht what I had taught them this term, so that made me feel good about my self, although it is not realy all that much since they are only young. I was talking to my boss and he is making some changes to the gymnastics and kick boxing courses that should make them alot better in one way or another for next term.

I am at home tonight.....broke my weekend ritual but I should be home tonight since I was sick this week, and I should do some work on up comming projects and such. I have actually been doing work lately for classes and such, it is not odd now since I actually did alot of work last year for class, but I just find some of this stuff pointless that I do and I don't usually do the pointless work at home.I will most likely keep on doing the amount of work I am doing now since it is me actually doing work and home work, and that gives me easy grades in the classes I have right now.

I have just recently come to the decision that I need to find a new band to learn all the songs by since I am comming very close to knowing all the Red Hot Chili Peppers songs on bass. I am lost as to who to choose next. I want to find some new band and learn all of thier stuff, but yet again I can not decide on who. If you have any suggestions just let me know, anything helps.

I have also been going on Flikr more. I needed to remeber some thing to get a new password, and I kept putting it in but not in capital letters or I was doing the capitals wrong since I put it it oddly, or what ever. Anyway the point is that I finally have it going again and I am quite happy about that. Speaking of being happy, all my friends are realy happy as well, and that is making me happier as well. It kicks alot of ass to see everyone happy and all. My moods seem to go by how others around me feel and such. Infact I must be happier since I spent most of my day chilling at the malls with child (sister) and we did not fight or anything like that. It was pretty cool. I found out what she wanted for Christmas, I pretty much already knew what to get her, then I showed her all the cool things in what ever stores we went into.

Anyhoo Leave your thoughts or comments and keep on blogging!!!

Weekends Rock!

Well I went down to Kurts place after work on Saturday. I got there and we watched some comedy on The Comedy Network. I forget the names of the acts but they were quite good. We went into town the next morning to try and get one of the new Nitendo Wiis but we had no success. We went to Walmart first. We got there half an hour before the store opened and we were still not close to the front of the line of people who were waiting to get in. I had the idea that when the doors opened I would rush in and grab one for him....but we heard some one say that if you didn't have a ticket then you were not going to get one. We tried anyways. It turns out that all the people that got there the night before or earlier on in the morning got tickets saying that they were garenteed one of the new systems. So we called his dad to pick us up so that we could try other stores..no luck either though.

After all that we went to a flea market. We found some pretty cool stuff. I bought some Spider Man collectables, one is of Venom, and the other one is of a symbiot ( if that is how you spell it....I suck at grammer)...they were only 50 cents each so I had to get them!! Then I saw some wicked transformers but they were like 60 dollars and up so I did not even think of buying them. Then finally Kurt lent me 5 dollars so I could get 3 dvds for 25 dollars, I just got one for him since he wanted one and I got two none the less. I got the movie The Inside Man...godly movie, and Lucky Number S7even another sweet movie. And he got V for Vendetta

Then on monday was a complete waste of time..well school wise at least, same as Tuesday. Then yesterday well that started a chain of death. I woke up was not feeling all that great so I got sick...so did child and mom had to go to the dentist so I had to watch child till she got back. Child felt better by then so I walked her to the school and I felt good enough to go to school and band practice for the most part. I went and had great fun at band practice and we had an awesome random jam session that turned into a song. Then when I got home that night I felt like shit and I did not get much sleep at all.

I woke up showered went down stairs looked at mom laided down on the couch and did not move from there till about noon today. I did accomplish some stuff around here today after I woke up sort of thing.

A big surprise I got the other night was the fact that I was signed up for Sunday snow boarding trips which rocks!!!!! I love snow boarding so much!!! And this is part of my Christmas present but I don't care. I don't have to pay for it, so yes it is a present to me.

I am planning to go to Athenas this Sunday so I will have to get some school work done up tommorrow night so that I don't have to do it when I get home from her place. But other then that I have not done anything else. So leave your thoughts or comments and keep on blogging!!

Oh My God I ave Not Posted Anything In SO LONG!!!!

Well I can not remember everything that has happened since I last posted..Holy shit that was long ago!! I will tell you what has happened that I can remember sort of thing, or atleast try and remember. The first and one of the only major things that has happened since then was the concert me and Laura went to. We went to see the Weakerthans concert on the 18th of October. I got lots of cool pictures from the concert, and even some low quality films. We were very close for the whole concert. The opening acts were quite good as well. The first one was good then the second opening act surprised us because we thought it wouldn't be as good as we thought but it was good, then the main act came on and it was GREAT!! We got pretty close to the stage then some people moved and we moved up and we were at barrier closeness to the stage. During the show some random drunk people were acting it up by us and that put a bit of a damper on the show at the time but they moved away and it was awsome yet again. By the end of the night I was very happy for a couple reasons. One I got to go to a kick ass concert!! and two I got to go with a great friend who really likes the band and and so did I. And I imagine that Luara was quite happy too.

The next thing I can seem to remember is Halloween. I know it is quite the gap, but I am sure nothing else really happened, since if something great would have happened I would have remebered it. Anyhoo I went trick-o-treating with Athena and Laura. It was my first time going trick-o-treating with some friends rather then family. It was such a good time and we got so much candy!! I went as a jedi, Athena went as a punk person, and Laura went as a nerd. We started at the head of her road and walked back towards her place. Along the way we had to stop and get a drink and stuff and when we stopped we got some cool pitures as well. It was a really fun time, and it was even better because I was chilling with friends yet agian. By the end of all the walking we were glad to be back at her place and starting to endulge on our candy we had collected. It was a pretty sweet haul I thought.

I have also joined a band since I last posted. It is with some friends of mine so it was easy to join, no thought realy needed for the decision to join. Band practices are realy cool and huge amount of fun!! We have like 3 songs down and are going to get about 3-4 more done then do up a cd. I am looking forward to that tremendously!!!

One REALLY HUGE thing that I have done and just recently was NSSSA. NSSSA is a leadership course....supposedly but it turns into a bunch of kids running around saying cheers and acting a fool more or less. It is one of the best thing a high school student could ever do I think. I have gone as a delegate...A.K.A person learning sort of thing. I want to be a skill builder ....A.K.A leader person who gets you to do things, for the next provincials. I go and have so much fun and can not speak afterwards, because I have screamed and cheered so much...it is as if you went to a concert more or less. I am just anticipating the next one right now...although it is in like may some time =P.

I was suppose to of gone to a pie party today, yes a pie party where I would have sat down eaten some pie, drank tea ^_^!! and watched movies all day. But alas plans changed so I went to Kurts place last night and chilled with him and George for the night. Oh god was that ever an adventure and a half. Well I got there and they were both zonked into some video game that looked amazing so I came in and watched them play that for a bit then we all got playing some games, chilled then we all went for a walk..ooooh god the walks we go on are the ones that you do not forget. We walked along the shore line at low tide with the dog there as well, made our way outt to a giant slippery rock where we sat and laughed our asses off at the stupid thing sthat George and Kurt had done in the past week lmao! Those are two of the most "smartest" people you will ever meet. The stories that I heard were just too great. We then had to walked back to his place when the tide had come back in alot so it was harder to walk back on the shittier rocks. We made it back in one piece, thankfully. From there we went and made milk shakes in Kurts upstairs bathroom, so we did not wake up his dad...who would have killed us if we did, and I got all that on camera..I will treasure that video forever!! It is pretty much 13 minutes of us being stupid and playing with a blender. We went for another walk, played games then went to sleep at like 4:30 this morning. Then at 2:00 today we all had breakfast, pancakes and godly bacon , then sat around for a bit, went and did some bike jumping...and I ran the bike off the warf so I had to be a fisherman and fetch it out of the water with an ancor and some rope...so that worked out for my behalf, then George left and me and Kurt stayed and did some more jumps, then I left came home sat down watched 5000 fingers of Dr.T with my cousin and then I came here since I had nothing else to do and created this Post O Doom.

It has become pretty much rital now for me to go to Little Harbour or Ship Harbour on Saturday night. I usualy spend Friday night on the computer till about 12:30 or so...if not a bit later. Saturday morning go to town, stay in there for bass and work till about 6:00 then go home, shower up go to one of those two places then Sunday chill with Athena and Laura. It is quite a nice ritualistic thing, I think.

Anyhoo that has been my life for tha past bit and I am going to try and make sure I post a bit more often so that I can actually tell about what I have done instead of the "foot notes" of my life you could say.

BOOM!....A.K.A Thanksgiving

Well Laura didn't end up comming down on Friday..oh well. I spent that night not doing much but having a shit load of energy. It was odd that I had so much energy. Then saturday I didn't have bass so I spent pretty much that day on the mall, except for when I went to work which was so slacking that day. I got in some pictures, some aren't that bad either. I got them throughout the mall, mostly at The Bay though. I then came home after work and grocery shopping to find that my cousin Jordan was going to be spending the night. He spent the night because his dads brother and wife were down and they were going to spend the night in his room, so he just came here. Well That night on the way home the moon was so close it seemed so huge, but because it was so hazzy and smoggy out it was like almost red.

Well after finding out my cousin was down we watched some movies. We watched Silent Hill, not that good of a movie, A Night At The Roxbury.....AWSOME MOVIE!! My cousin had't even of heard of it before. Then we watched Stay Alive, not bad movie at all. The concept of it is cool I thought!

After that it was about 1:00 in the morning and the moon was so bright and beautiful ^_^!!!!!!! that I had to go for a walk, my cousin didn't want to be a stick in the mud so he came along as well. I first went to the top of my hill and got some night pictures of across the water front, then a couple of the moon. After that we wondered up and down the main road near me for a couple hours. The whole time I was trying to get in some good night time pictures. My camera is nice but the only thing is that it is not sensitive enough to dim light to take good dim or dark pictues with out the flash; which ruins the pictures I find. With the light of the moon only there is not enough light for it to pick up and take a clear photo. Anyhoo we walked till the wee hours of the morn'. By The time we got back it was so early in the morning, but the sun still wasn't comming up yet so it was all cool. I let him take the bed and I jsut slept down stairs on my back killing couches. I woke up to my parents trying to figure out how to turn on my camera, which was on the coffee table beside me. Then they tried to turn it on but they were going to hit the delete button afer turning it on but not uncovering the lense, but I woke up and was like "Move the face plate down to take a picture, and don't press that button!" so nothing got deleted which was a bonus on my behalf.

I then watched Fast And The Furious 3 Tokyo Drift, and Monty Python and the Holy Grail. The first one was good but obviously the second one was better, since it is Mont Python after all. That killed the morning and most of the time till about noon. At about noon, I made my physics project. The project was to make a container for an egg drop for the up comming Friday. My project meets all requirements I do believe, and it made it through the test drop with out fail so it should be set. After that he went to go and help my aunt with the setting and making of the Thanksgiving dinner since he had to, I just sat infront of the computer playing games and on msn for the little bit of time I got on the computer for that part of the day and I was still sort of tired so I didn't want to do much. When we got up there for the supper we ate for about 3 hours, taking our time of course. In those approximate 3 hours we ate a couple courses of food and desert as well. By the time that was all done and over with we were all so full of food we couldn't move too much, so we came home and then stretched out for a bit, well my folks and sister did, I didn't. I went to infront of the computer and then about 10 minutes later my cousin showed up again so we went and played some video games, listened to music and such. Then I just got bored and let my sister take my place for the video games part and I went to see who all was on msn and such. When I did that he left since he had to. Now I am waiting to see if the moon will be out like it was the other night, since if it is I am going to go for another walk. It was so great the other night walking in the moon light ^_^!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyhoo that gets you caught up with my life in all it"glory" and "amazement"..... what a joke that is lol. Leave your thoughts or comments and keep on blogging!

Saven' Me

Well Laura comes down tommorrow, it has been so long for her to of come down here, for any day of the week; or just in general. I finally have someone to chill with it is going to be so nice. Since the last time anyone was here I have bought more movies and music so it will be better then just rewatching old movies and listening to the same, yet great music and movies. But none the less new things make new memories is the way I think of it.

It has been a while since I last posted, I went to post one last Sunday but when I got finished the post and went to post it I got to the page where it says you have posted it, then it froze and I exited so the post did not go up; I forget what it was about now lol. I haven't done all too much since I last posted so nothing to serious since the other post did not go up.

I had a math test today, it was set out to take both casses of the double, well..... She should have let us take one part after the other and not got the other one back, but she made it so that the first part would be done before lunch and passed in only to be seen after she had corrected all of them, and then after lunch we would have the second part and that class to do it. That is all good and well in theory but the second part was much harder then the first, I managed to finish the second part right as the bell was ringing. There is a break between each class so those who did not finish the test yet had some time to finish (a.k.a most of the class) so that helped out those who hadn't finished by the bell.

Sociology class today we killed so easily with an assignemt we have been doing. All you do is find an article that relates to Canadian culture or something to do with Canadian culture relating to it in an article and present it to the class and ask the class a question or 2 to get them to talk more. It is pretty interesting some of the articles found and the comments said.

It is a new month which means that I can post up more pictures s on Flikr, but I can't seem to remeber my password which blows ass. I have so many more pictures that I want to put up. I wasn't using it much since I had no way of getting pitures on my own that no one else hadn't already sent me...no ccamera, but now I have one and I want to show some and I can't! I will remeber it some time soon....... I hope, if not try and think of who might have been my childhood hero that is where I get stuck when trying to get a new password for it lol.

Anyhoo keep on blogging, leave your thoughts or comments and cya round

A Month And A Half And Still Nothing

ell if I do nothing as of next week I would have done nothing on any of my free time for a whole six weekends, and weeks in general. I always try and plan things or make arrangements to go and chill with some one some where, out side of my house or at my house....well so much for that. I find that people after they see each other or just any person other then them selves for more then 5 days in a row they need some time to be alone, it is not only with friends, but with what seems to be happening with my family as well. I think I am the only person around me who suffers from the opposite effect lol. I am always told by so many people to just chill, and be alone and like think and stuff...well for fuck sakes I am going to say it, I have had TOO MUCH TIME TO THINK!!! It is not good for me to think too much about my life and what goes on around it, it did cause some alarm which I am sorry for but nothing too major, just shit I would not normally be caught thinking about. I need to do something to take my mind of being alone and letting my mind wonder, and in the bad since of wondering (that depends on the persons definition of bad mind wondering). My mind wonders into thoughts I have thought about before and found that they make no since in common thought or logic, but they come back and some how they seem to make since for a brief moment. I also already do alot of deep thinking on my own, even when I was doing things with people other then my self. I need to find some sort of fool proof way to see some one so that I can break this streak of boredom lol. I have also been told that I have started talking to my self more often, and yes I did use to talk to myself somewhat before, but now I take both sides of a full conversation. I was caught the other day in class by fellow class mates that sit by me. I myself find this to be a repercussion of me becoming too "in touch with my self", I do believe I have found the other side of me in my head of wonders that it is. I was going to hang out with some one this weekend but plans were changed, well actually never came to be since it was just a very wishful thought. As I have read in much poetry I will use the term “I long for something" well I long for something. And that thing in which I long for is to not be alone. In fact not many people know this, but they might now, but I doubt that since no one but me and I...think one other person reads my blog or looks at it, andyhoo back to what ever. one f my two fears in life is not that of the ordinary, spiders, death or some random accident or something like that but something rather stupid and childish I have heard from some. The fear of which I speak of is to be alone, and the other fear I have follows along to that one. My only other fear in life is to disappoint people, and for that reason I put everyone and everything that does not deal with me first in life. I have this theory that if I do not disappoint people in anyway they have no reason to leave me alone, so in that I have no reason to have my other fear, but the thing is I can not always make people pleased in all ways, some easier then others ;D if you get what I mean...lol yes I am somewhat perverted...get over it lol, but sometimes I can not make people happy and then they get frustrated or angry or flat out sad and then I just become lost, of sad or even get what could be described as "sever depression". I have looked over the symptoms before and I think I am only missing like two or three sometimes, but any other time no one would ever expect me to have it lol. I could also just be bi-polar, which can be very dangerous to a person’s health. Either I need to find something else to keep me going in life, or just give up on life and all aspects in it, such as friends, family, maybe not relationships they still keep me going, and especially his one ^_^!!!, but I could also just give up on school, actually no I would not give up on that since it would keep my mind entertained, or it should since I am in like advanced classes and I am bored, so maybe school, I could also give up on dreams, freedom of choice since I have like a day of choice to do things and it usually gets decided for me anyways, I could give up on just about everything. But since I still have some glimpse of hope in the very back of my head that this will all change soon I will not just yet. So I know it may sound sick and cruel but take up bets on what I will do, I can only go another week or 2 of this before I become a vegetable and become another drone of society. With out all these people around me keeping me I can not ignore the stupidity of society and the major flaws it has, I need to not join that it would be just as bad as death to me, I swore I never become a drone of society and I will not ever. I can only last so long; I went many years of my life alone, after I moved to Nova Scotia. I spent almost four years alone not having any real friends, I made some but I never figured out how great of friends they were till about last year. So I have pretty much gone eight years of my life alone sort of thing. My life goes as is, every Wednesday an hour of work after school, pointless, Thursday karate after school for 2 and a half hours, Saturday bass and work a.k.a gone from 8 am to 8 pm, and the other school days some one else always has stuff to do, so that leaves Sunday, but back to my point I made earlier, after being around people for about six days in a row they need to be away, so that leaves out Sundays now, I have to break someone of that habit so that I do not become that way as well, if possible. The other ting that may be happening is that they are all already doing something one Sunday so next Sunday it is inevitable that they do not want to be around anyone. I have found one person I could do things with but they are not someone who I normally hang out with, and they live about half an hour away, so two big dilemmas that are posed in my life from saving me from all hell you could say. I need to get a pet or something, or some one who I can talk to on msn or something that would actually want to talk to me or something like that, or another blog to follow or anything, something to preoccupy my mind. I am most likely becoming paranoid if I have not already said that, but I do not want one of my fears to come true, technically both since if I am to be alone I am disappointing people...man I just realized that both would happen at once...I have to stop for now I am going to go nuts if I continue

Anyhoo keep on blogging and leave your thoughts or comments what ever.

I Am Back To Being Me

Yesterdays post, and just me yesterday was just a bad dream, well I would like to think of it that way; or atleast as a "what if" situaion gone wrong. I think I felt and thougth that way because I was not feeling my best.

I was not feeling to good today when I first got up and went to school, well last night I was not feeling too good either, but more or less at school I was about 50% good. I felt better today after I had a little vommitting session about half way into first class, not in the class room of course, I think it got what ever was making me feel not so good out.

Math class was back to being entertaining again since the perso who I normally sit next to was back, the other day he was not there and I had double so I was bored out of my tree. So it was all good again. Infact all classes were back to being good, and the day it's self was all good!

As the day went by I felt better and better sort of thing, it is always better to feel good then sick I think. Some people I know only feel good when they are sick, I guess it is an equal trade though in thier eyes.

Anyhoo leave your thoughts or comments and keep on blogging.

Do You Ever Feel Lost?

Today and last night I felt rather lost. I am not sure why but I just did and sort of do now. Today I was not up to par you could say. When I got to school I sort of had a head ache, well the just escalated to a full grown migrane by the end of first period; where I had also started not feeling to well in my stomach. This all seemed to get worse, I had started taking head ache meds by second period, I just ignored it for the most part not leting on that I wasn't feeling well; but I strated to fall asleep and such, I only had an hour of sleep the night before, so it started to show some what by about lunch time.

Anyhoo I titled this article Do you ever feel lost for this one reason, and that reason is the fact that I am feeling honest to god lost at just about everything I do and think about. In physics and math clases I find I am second guessing what I am doing and the methods I am using. And I am also just lost in the fact that I do not seem to fit in with my friends anymore. I have been hanging out witht the same people since..well I have ever really been hanging with a group of people, and now I just don't seem to fit in with either one. Today I was with Laura and Athena but both of them seemed to be out of it, it showed believe you and me, then I would go and hang with my other friends but I just seemed out of place there for some reason? I am not sure why but I just know that I felt out of place and I think they thoughts as much as well. I feel as though I am at a loss for where to go and what to do for the first time in my life.

I feel like I am seperating from all life around me, it feels so different, not comforting at that. I am just not the same at the moment, I am never sick feeling, I am never lost I am always the one who helps people figure out where and what they need to do because they see me and my life all going all good and in order. I even question one of my LIFE LONG DREAMS!!, that is to become a translator/ interpreur, therfore I know something is not right. I have wanted to do that since like grade 6, and no doubt about it!! I feel so distant from my friends, like I am grasping for ideas in a dark room or random saying like that. I know I feel lost and I know I shouldn't, but the more I think about it the more lost in everyway I become. I am also feeling worse then I was before since I started writing this. I don't know of anyone who has had this kind of life changing thoughts or feelings, right now but I know of others who have had them in general. I need to find someone who has gone through this and turned out fine, like people do when I help them. When ever I help poeple they always seem to have everything all set for them then, they know what they want to do and where to go, since I helped them realize these said things. I need some one to set me straight.

I am not sureif that is possible since I have never had some one tell me where to go in my life. I will give anything atleast one chance though. I will have to find some one who knows me well enough to point me in the right direction. For those who know me well, I am never like this. It is like what I am against, but for some odd reason I can not help but be this way. I am not proud of it but I can not help my self.

I feel like shit right now so I am not even going to bother putting more deppressing things, and just stop all that kinda shit all together right now, I am goign to go to bed, maybe.

Anyhoo leave your thoughts for those of you who may read this and care somewhat. Oh and keep on blogging.

The Weekend...Oh What A Great Thing It Is

It is finally friday again and I am so set for the weekend!! This week has been good but bad with all the crap that I am doing in school; it has been a real bore. I have learned nothing new since I started grade 11 it is rather dissapointing I find. Now that would normally sound like a stupid thing to say, since no one really wants to do anything in school anyways, but I want and need to learn..especially in frnch class! I want to become a translator/interpretor so that means that I have to learn, and if I am not learning it is not going to be as easy for me to get the job I want, so therfore I need to learn.

Other then me complaining about that I was supose to have test in math today..well it took me a whole 2 mnutes..LITERALLY 2 minutes and I was done, for everyone else it took them so long, I guess I know alot more short cuts then they do lol. I also did shit all today, in every class. So since I did nothing today I am going to put out just some random things that I have been thinking about.

I think that I am the only person around me that doesn't seem to think that life is pointless..not in the emo way but just for the fact that you work so hard then it is all over and done with, so what is the point sort of thing. I on the other hand believe other wise, if you do good things now it will just effect more and more poepel later on in thier lives, whether it be something minor, such as they have enough money to get food for that day, or you may end up ending world hunger, every little thing counts.

Dreams what do they mean, do they have a certain effect on the way you live, have lived, or what you will do later on? Or are they just things to make you think, or happy thoughts, sad thoughts, general thoughs about you and what you have or will do? What significance do they honestly have. I have been having "wierd" or rather different dreams lately, so that is why that question arrised.

What do you hope to accomplish in life? Do you want to help others, help your self, help others learn to help them selves? Do you believe that you can really help others? Could it be that you can only help your self and pray that others will learn from your mistakes? Or is it the opposite? Can you only hepp others and not your self, and only learn from them and not your self? How can you help your self more? Do you expect others to do more for you then you would hope of your self to do for you?

Would the world be a better place you never got to see anyone but your self? Or would it be better to see everyone but yourself?

All these and more thoughts are things I have driffted off into space to think about in the past week. If I think of more I will be sure to put them on here for you to ponder as well

Anyhoo keep on blogging and leave your thoughts

Back To Normal

Life is back to normal since school has started and all. It is not too exciting just school its self, but the people who are there make it so much more worth while. I have the same stupid russian teacher for french as I did last year, I have Mr. Harley for Physics, which kicks all ass!!!, I also have Ms. George for Math. Ms. George is a good teacher, but for teaching me andvanced math I have done nothign new so far; I am sort of dissapointed I actually like to learn math. Ms. Smith, A.K.A the "Russain", is some what a pain in the ass, well alot really, I go to say an answer and she ignores me when I say it aloud before the whole class and then when some one wispers what I said to them and they say it as if they some what knew they get the credit for it. Yes I was some what of a dick to her in class last year but it was all in good fun and such and she knew it as well, she even use to make fun of me back or what ever. Mr. Harley is one of the GREATEST teachers I have ever met! He was teaching us some basic physics and he said this" Things that aren't moving don't want to move, how ever things that are moving want to stay moving" after saying that he took a book and threw it accross the class room and satted that when it got moving it didn't want to stop, but what stopped it was the wall, the floor, and gravity! I have never met a greater teacher that would do things like that!

Other then the teahcers I have my friends. I am in some of thier classs but not too many. We have kept the same ways we use to hang out last year, the same places we hung out at and everything like that, it is so nice; like a warm cozzy blanket ^_^. Things will stay this good and all will be well, well it better since if it changes for the worse I will have to do something to fix it back to this way. Life seems to be at the right spot for everything at this moment, so ya i am goign to end off there with a happy note.

Anyhoo leave yoru thoughts or anything like that and keep on blogging

Change Is Good

Yesterday I went to town since I now start my whole weekend thing over again..but this time I only had bass. I normally have to og to the Sportzplex wait an hour while sister does dance, then go to bass, then to work, and inbetween each one we have about an hour and a half to kill doing runnign around and chores, after bass i go to work; which use to be just teaching gymnastics but now I will be teaching gymnastics then teaching kick boxing, which will be a good change.

After I had bass yesterday I went into Music Stop to look at the basses. I found one I want to buy. It is a new bass but it is selling for cheap and it is different..in a good way. The bass I was looking at was a 2006 Fretless Fender Jazz Bass, the difference between this bass and other ones is the tone and different ways you can play it. You can do amazing slides, ad play pop'n'slap really well on it. It is normally like 800 plus tax but the store got that oen and another in a package deal so the bass I want is only 400 plus tax..butI get a trade in value of my old bass which is about 100-150 dollars the guy said. And the rest I can pay off monthly so I think I will get it.

My bass is the basic learners package deal one, none the less it is something to play bass with and get in the practice I need. I have been playing bass for 3 years now and I can play quite a bit. I love to play either Red Hot Chili Peppers, or System Of A Down. I can play most of the Chilli Peppers songs, and all the system ones. If you play any instrument check out what I can play at www.ultimate-guitar.com, just type in one of those band names and check out any song. I am pretty proud that I can play those bands songs, although they are 2 different styles of music. It is good to have a variety though.

I need to learn some good jazz stuff so if you know of any good jazz bands could you let me know please and thank you. Or of any good bands that you like let me know. If you didn't know back in june I went out and purchased a 60 gig Ipod, and have not been able to fill it yet so if you like a certain band let me know so that I can check them out.

I then went to the Super Store on Portland to go see laura in action since she was working there. When I got there she was getting off work early so we decided to go se a movie or 2..well two infact. We saw The Protector at the movie thearres beside the Super Store, AWSOME movie!! Lots of action and thrill. Then we walked up to Penhorn mall and walked around for a bit. We then at supper at Raunchy Ronny's A.K.A Mc Donalds. We walked around some more after that...i bought some candy and ate soem of it. Then we went and saw the movie The Wicker Man...it was so GREAT!!!! The previews for it do it no justice, myself i would suggest seeing them both they were spectacular movies! We also ran into poepel we knew when we went to see the movie The Wicker Man, they did not go to see the movie with us but another movie. Over all it was a realy good time.

Anyhoo leave your thoughts, comment or what ever and cya round

I Haven't Said Alot But I should

Well I don't know if I actually posted the post or if I saved it but I said I was going to tell about my summer and what I did but i did not honestly do oh to much of anything so I am now just going to do posts daily or bi-daily about what i am doing and thinking about. I was going to make another blog about just thoughts that come into my head but I think that since I don't have to much to talk about usually I will do me thinking on here as well, it also saves me from thinking of a new blog name and all that jazz lol; I am rather lazy in that manner ;D.

So ya I stared school last wensday. It was a sort of relief since my whole summer has been work and that is pretty much all, even when I had time off from work..I stil worked. The first week off I had I went to New Brunswick and helped my grandfather with his garden and "out back", out back is across the road and then back into the woods for about 2Km. Out there we do wood work like cutting down trees, limbing them up, splitting wood all that stuff. He also has a garden out there so I did some gardening with him out there as well.

The second week off I had I was suppose to go somewhere and do stuff with laura..that didn't turn out so we made other plans, which also did not turn out. I ended up doing yard work for either the neighbor of my dad, who had that week off with me as well. I think I manged to get to town atleast like once on the week off, I am not sure though.

Anyways back to the school situation, I got Physics11, French11, and Math advanced11. I also got a crap free block which I did not even want, so when I found out what Sociology class was I went to go see the guidance counselor...Mr Chivers as we call him. His real name is Mr. Chizum, but everyone shivers when they have to go see him, so thus the name Mr. Chivers. I went on the first day of school durring y free block on the end of the day, I waited all that, most of thursday and then 2 hours of friday to get to see him for 30 seconds to change free block to sociology class. Sociology class is going to be the best class since it is like global issues and stuff like that, and it it all opinionated..I ALWAYS have an opinion when it comes down to that kind of stuff. So I am glad to have that class now instead of free block. I am going to be making a new template today so I hope you all like it, I know I will like it; since it will be a change from this very basic layout.

Anyhoo leave your thoughts or comments, and I will be seeing you around.

Sorry For Not Keeping Up With The Times

Okay i haven't posted in so long so it is futile for me to try and put what i have been doing for pretty much the whole summer in one post :P. Anyhoo yesterday i went out and "invested" my money inyo a new digital camera!!!! I am loving it so much!!!

Today me and laura went over to Halifax and we got in some pretty good shots i think..i even got in a video or 2 of us being stupid but nothng to great for the videos, i had a really great time in Halifax and i haven't seen her or anyone really in a while so it was a treat for me ^_^!

I am going to be doing major postage from now on to keep caught up on what i have been doing over the summer..and what i will be doing!!...i will even have pictures as well since I have a new camera. But i will not be putting up any pictures or posts other then this today

Like usual leave your thoughts on what ya think, and if anyone could tell me how to get this new template editor it would be much appreciated thank you

We're All Back Hurra!!!

Last friday both me and Laura left and Athena was left here all alone in Nova Scotia. She survived thankfully, i gave her a call a couple times so that saved her lol. I went to New Brunswick and Laura made her way to Ottawa, she left earlier in the morning while i left around some where between 9-10 am. I had such a good time when I was in New Brunswick. I was at my grand parents house for the majority of the time, i also got to see my aunt. My aunt has a freaking in ground pool, which i think is great!! When i was at my grandparents house i did alot of work type stuff since...well i like to do that kinda stuff. I helped out with alot of other random things that they needed help with as well. When i visited my aunt i did some of the same kinda stuff but mostly swam since everybody loves to swim!! It was so hot out in New Brunswick although while i was in all the heat i never once got a burn...although on the drive home from there i put m,y arm by the window for an hour when i was in Nova Scotia and got a sun burn on my arm lol.

The day after i got back i went down to athena's house and chilled...i had a WICKED AWSOME time. We rented a movie which was really great and watched it, we also had a surprise phone call from laura since we thought she would be getting back later on that night but instead she called and made our day even better!! We also ate some lickerish that was tougher then friggen beef jerky!!!!! I was glad to see her since i hadn't seen her for a while ^_^!

For the week after that i had work, i still have work for pretty much the rest of the summer. For work i am a day camp instructer/leader person. That week i was doing a kick-boxing camp, that is one of the specialty camps aside from the ones that go all summer long. 2 others and myself are incharge of the specialty camps. I am now doing regular camps, which are the ones that go for the whole summer, this week's theme is suvivor week! Obviously we got the idea from the tv series survivor, i will tell you all about it on friday or saturday when i can sit down and do up a full post instead of starting and stopping in the middle of it.

Sorry i haven't posted anything in a while i have been away and such and have not had the time no effort for some reason to finish this post, but i will get back into the swing of things! Anyhoo keep on blogging and leave your thoughts as always cya round

Summer Starts NOW!!!

Okay on friday i had no exam so i just stuck around at the school waiting for friends to finish thier exams. Every body...well most of my friends wrote thier math exams...they all found it not that easy. My other friends wrote either thier CNT, PAL or thier art exam. From there i went to my friend Kurts house with my other friend Donny.

When i got there we made some chip dip then we piled wood out side of his house for a couple hours. We piled alot of wood but nothing that made us over exert any amount of energy, or effort. From then on while i was there i just chilled with them doing not to much of anything, like playing a computer game and watching Jay And Silent Bob Strikes Back.......a VERY GOOD movie! I have seen this movie before but i just love it so much xD. I then passed out half way in his room half way in the hall out of his door on the floor around 2:30 in the morning.

The next day I went to a meeting about work for me over the summer. I work at the Dartmouth Sportsplex as a summer camp councelor, it is a pretty good job, not to much work but just enough to make you not be bored all the time while you are there.

And today i went to Athena's house around 1:30 to about 8. We chilled and watcxhed movies the whole time. I saw a new movie today and that was The Hills Have Eyes....not a bad movie it is not scary but a muder masacure movie. I also watched again Hide And Seek, and Scary Movie 3. I have seen the others before today so it was just something to watch. They are both really good movies for thier genre of fils or movies. I had such a great time today and the other days and now FINALLY summer is here, i have no more school, no more stress ( for what VERY LITTLE i have already) and more time to chill with friends and enjoy the great weather!! i am so glad that it is finally here!!!!!!

Anyhoo keep on blogging and leave your thoughts or comments, cya round

Exam Part 4: The Final One!!

Today i wrote my last exam....THANK GOD for that!! I didn't find it hard i was actually surprised as to how easy it was compaired to what i thought it would be. I pictured it being a more then 12 page exam with like everything we had done throughout the year.......it had pretty much just recent stuff and things that were fairly easy. I only had troubles on one part and that was a part that not even the genius kids got easily so i was glad i got it done first. I finished with lots of time to spare.......yet again.

The exam was only 7 pages long and the teacher cut out one whole section so it was even better, I finished it in an hour which i sstill a while but i was the first oen done and no music alloud to pass the time. I had to keep making up excuses that would get me out of the class for short periods of time so that i would not die of bordum...or heat storke! It was so hot in her class room that i was sitting there sweating, since there was not a breeze and the windows are wide open. Her class is like the pits of hell!!

Today i went swimming agin in the river down past the school. It was not as hot when we got out so I did not dry as fast or as much as yesterday. I went in earlier today then yesterday since it was hot out then, but it got windy later on today so i didn't dry as much; although it kept the heat from killing us lol. We went to get luch a bit after we got out of the river, we went to the school first since it was closer but it turned out to be closed.....the cafiteria I meen. So me and laura walked up to the little fish and chicken shack place up the road. We got 2 thngs of chicken so that the rest of us could have some as well. There was me Laura, Athena and Courtney there today.

Anyhoo keep blogging and leave your thoughts cya round

The Exams Part 3: Canadian HIstory!!!

Today i had my canadian history exam....woot how hard that was....not. It took me 45 mins today and i only had a bit of troube on one part and i still think i did good on it. The teacher that made the exams i thank so since all he did, if i already have not told you and if i did then sorry, was take a page or two from older tests and put them together and called them an exam.

He gave a study booklet pages and all it was, was words that we needed to define and alot of them were not even on the exam. We get 14 pages of words that we had learned and we used about 2 of them MAX.

The exam was 14 pages long and i only had 10 short answer questions and the rest was true or false and cirlce the right answer. The short answer ones said to be one sentence long. It was such an easy test..i think the real test was tyo see if i could sit there for the extra 45 mins with out talking and desturbing others, and i didn't know that we were allowed to listen to our music so that would have helped me pass the time so much faster!!

Anyhoo i will let you know how the hell of all hells plays out for tommorrows exam. Keep blogging and leave your thoughts

Exams Part 2

Today i wrote my PAL exam (Physically Active Lifestyles), it went good although i wasn't at my best for it. What we did was a walk where you had to stay within 30 meters of him first, followed by circuits( groups of exercises that are done at a fast pace), and then finally the written part to see if you actually listened to what he had to say in class.

The walk was at a faster pace for most, i am a fast walker naturally since i am always late and have to hurry to everywhere i go so i found it went at a normal pace, nothing to strenuous there. The second part i was not looking forward to at all, not because i am out of shape but because i have had a cold that has done shit all to me except for the night beofre THIS exam...of course. The night before i only got 1 hour sleep and the rest of the time i was vommiting or felt like it anyways, from the i went to school and felt fine...or so i thought i felt fine i vommited 3 times before the exam even started which i knew was going to make it worse....luckelly i got food into me before the exam.

From there we started the cicuits, there were 10 of them and each had to be done at a solid steady faster pace for 2 minutes. I started on the worst one possible for me....it was jumping and high jumping at that. Jumping for me any time alot makes me not feel so good so this just made life feel even better. Through out all the circuits i had to stop twice and go be sick.....I AM SO GLAD i had food before the exam. I felt better after i got to sit down for the written part.

The written part was so easy...especially for me. I went to exercise courses before so all this was for me was a big review plus it is also basic things you should know about exercise. I finished it and had lots of time to spare before we were aloud to leave the examination area that we were in. I got something to eat after the exam first thing.

For the rest of the day i chilled with friends and didn't do to much, even though i felt better, i just didn't feel like doing to much that is all. Anyhoo i will keep you updated on everything, if you care or not that is up top you to choose, leave comments and all that jazz. Keep on blogging and cya round

Fathers Day Has Come And Past Yet Again

Fathers day the day that lets you say" hey dad you've been here and we can not ridicule you for anything that you do today since it is obviously your day!" I spent my fathers day in town with the family. We went to see X-MEN3 for fathers day..i had already seen it but i noticed more things happened this time.....since i wasn't all distracted laughing about random things with my friends. We then went to a chinese food buffet at The Dragon King Buffet. Everybody ate alot, since it is a buffet of course. We got my dad a portable phone for the house that he would like to use since he detests the old one we have and the one that he uses.

Today starts the week of exams. I had an exam today that was suppose to be for friday but got moved to today since the teacher could not be there; she has to get blood work done. The exam i wrote today was ancient history, i do really well in that class; and the fact that the exam is a page from every old test put together makes it even easier. I had to best guess a couple questions but not many.

For the rest of the week i have exams except friday of course. Tommorrow i write my PAL( Physically Active Lifestyles) exam, it is an hour of exercise then half an hour of written..nothing to major. Wensday i write my Canadian History exam....another history exam which meens just a page from each old test put together, nothing to major yet again. But Thursday i have my french exam, the written part at least. Our french exam was split into 2 parts, a writen which i worth 10% of the exam and an oral presentation which accounted for 20% of the exam......i am SO glad that the oral was worth more since i am better at speaking it thenwritting it. The french exam is a major thing since i will need to do major studying for it. My french teacher is a real grammar nazi, and she has agreed to that, so you have to have everything perfect for when you write anyting........she is worse on grammar then my english teacher was,but anyhoo this exam will take me close to 2 hours minimum to write.

I will let you know how i do when i write them, anyhoo keep blogging and leave your thoughts

Just Another Post Nothing Major

I haven't done a post in a while so this is just me saying what has been happening. On Monday it was a basic day of school, same could be said for tuesday. Wensday I wondered around the school since i was doing shit all in the classes that day....i got bored and ran down all the halls doing stupid things, that made the day a bit more interesting. Thursday i stayed home; i haven't been feeling the best i think i have a cold or allergies, i started taking allergy meds yesterday they work great...Claritin all the way xD...except today since they just didn't..meh. Friday was a waste of anybodies time that went to school. And yesterday..yesterday had a bit more events, nothing to spectacular for the most part though. It started out great because i didn't have to get up early btu i had to help mom clean up every dish in the house since we finally have all the cupboards done so mm wanted all the dishes cleaned and put in them. After doing up all the before noon my family went to my sister's music recitle, she did really well ^_^. After that we all came home and i went out side to help dad with the yard work. He had been doing some before we left that morning as well. I did mowing in our front and back yard on the ride on lawn mower, which took about an hour to do slowly since the grass was like 2 feet high!! Then i had to take the weed wacher...MAN this thing is so beastly it is gas powered and if you want you can put a freaking blade on the bottom for the more stubburn things to cut dow xDD! the land there is to wet and so off set that you can't use a mower in most places. It took me 2 tanks of gas and about 2 hours of straight cutting to get most of it cut down..i have to finish it up sometime soon.

anyhoo leave your thoughts and keep blogging

Cleaning Why Do We Do It?

Yesterday I cleaned the shit out of my house...and my room in perticular. I cleaned 3 garbage bags of crap out of it, 2 big bags of unwanted or to small of cloths. Me and cleaning are not soemthing that happen to offten...like i keep it clean to looks but if you acually look at things then you will notice that it is all out of place and stuff but i can also hide stuff really well in my room!! i have many boxes of random things that i get so i take useless stuff in my room and put into smaller boxes and keep on repeating that until the biggest box is filled up! I have so much stuff in my room because of that method i use to "clean" my room lol. I also actually cleaned my room, by vacuming, dusting and al that other jazz that goes along wiht cleaning. I usually do a little bit of cleaning here and there when i get bored so that it doesn't get disgusting, but yesterday i went all out.....i don't do to much in my life if i am blogging about me cleaning my room lmao.

i haven't done to much else so keep blogging and leave comments about this or anything else

Sunday And Monday Awsome Days!!!!!

All this happened on the 4 and 5 of june not today the 11 as it will say when i post it...i have been to busy to finish it all at once


I went to athenas house on sunday and that turned out to be another adventure ^_^!!! we watched movies and other fun things which i will go into detail in a sec...anyhoo on monday we went to the movies and saw x-men 3!!!! We refers to me athena and laura.

Well on sunday I got to athena's aruond 12:30 and we watched what we thought was the season finally of flavor of love...damn funny showbut it wasn't the season finally so iwasn't that happy with that but oh well. After that we decided to watch the first season of Viva La Bam, Man did i find that so funny; so did athena but near the end when laura showed up she said that it was quite stupid but we finished it anyways. After that we watched 40 YEar Old Virgin, my second time seeing it, it was still so funny i love that movie so much ^_^!!!! During the movie we laughed alot...obviously then i had to head back home.

Then on Monday all the greatness started over again. When the day started we talked about what we had done the day before and had good laughs then, but when we left school and got into the mall all the fun just was so amazing!!!!! The first thing we did was wonder around for a bit looking in stores...we walked through Walmart for a bit since we were dropped off by the Walmart. We went in to the dollar store...oh god was that ever an adventure!!! We were complete idots when we were in there lol!! Laura spraid some dollar store perfume on her self and it smelled so bad so we went to sears and spraid some better smelling stuff on her instead....i forget what it was but it was STRONG smelling stuff. We then went into Bluenotes and i bought everyone some wicked t-shirts i think !!!!!...they chose them out. While i was waiting in line i had a new person it seemed since it was taking them so long to get everythting through and there was like 2 people infront of me...i though we were goignt o eb late for the movies but we got there just as the commercials were ending, prime timing!!!! Me and alura were hoping to get Coke slushies but they didn't have any so that was the only bummer of the whole trip. The movie i thought was REALLY good but the others thoguht that it was okay and could have had a bit more work, i agree in some cases buti thought that it was really good none the less.....then the movie ended and we all went home and talke about the trip the next day

That has just been another part of my life hope you don't find it to borring and all that other junk. Keep on blogging and leave comments about this or some of your experiences you may have had that might be the same

Man Oh Man

Man school is really becomming a piece of shit....except for mty friends are there ^_^!!!!!!!!!!!! and the fact that i can do like anything i want anytime lol. I get so bored now in classes since it is like pretty much the end of the year and everything is becomming slack to the MAX!!!!!! I get so bored that i do stupid and pointless stuff....for example today i went running downt the halls screaming my lungs out!!!!...i didn't scream anything important but i had to do something i was bored out of my mind....meh. But anyhoo ever at like lunch times it is becomming a bit boring but that is easier to change all i have to do is do one stupid little thing to start us off and then we are fine and having fun ^_^!!!!

My friend laura also just got her very first job ^_^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so proud of her...since she is like super lazy and stuff so this is a big thing!!....... but the fact is that she got the WORST hours ever!!!!!!!! but ya it makes it so that the only time we can like chill is like sundays...and those can be really fun if go to like athenas or something but other wise nothing else really happens since she works on thorsday, friday and saturday like nights pretty much.

It is so cool that she has a job though i don't care if she wants to keep and and if she likes it then I am HAPPY with it as well but ya we will most likelly hang out the week after exams and stuff ^_^!!!!!!! that week there is nothign goign on and it is a perfect time to like just chill and stuff xDDDDDDD!!!

She has been sort of out of it for like the past week but that is mostlikely since there has been so much goign on with friends and her self but everything should go back to normal ^_^!!!!!...i hope. Another thing that is probablly making things not go so welll is the weather...it is so shitty out side there is like rain and if not rain then atleast clouds...unlike the other day when we were out side at lunch and all of a sudden laura laughs at this one little lone cloud in the sky ...man me and athena laughed to though i don't know why lol.

But in general life is becomming better and better everyday I get so many new memories that I keep going over in my head ^_^!!!!!!! I am always in a happy mood because of that =DDDD! I am always happy when i am around my friends though ^_^!!!!!!!!!!!

anyhoo keep blogging and leave comments or thoughts on anything...for thoat like one person or so who may read this lol

Today Was Great!!!

Today i went to athena's!!!! I thought at firstt hat i waasa going to go there earlier then i thought but i didn't but that didn't matter i still had such a good time ^_^!!! Before i even got there i had to find her house and man for me that was quite the little adventure, she gave me quite simple directions and they turned out to be right but i some how srcewed them up lol, i was told to go to a house past a stop sign at an address...well her address turned out to be furthur up the road where the numbers didn't fit in and i stopped at the wrong stop sign the first time..i figured that out quickly.

After i finally get there we just chill for a bit...i meet the folks and other family, man can they be nuts at times, but anyhoo. After we chilled for a bit we decided to go down to the timmys and get something...welll that didn't happen at all. I hadn't had anything to eat for a long time so we went to the dollar store first then we made our way to the subway right beside it and then we went oveer to this little park area and i sat and ate my food...we stayed there for like 2 and a half hours to like 3 hours lol her step mom got all worried about us. (all these places are likea 5 min walk away from her house lol)

When we finally got back i thought i would have to leave soon but it turned out that mom decided to let me stay longer...thank god i was having such a great time that i didn't want to leave, but ya after that i watched pretty much 2 movies. The first being "WHen A Stranger Calls"...It was suppose to be a a 'scary' movie but i knew it wasn't going tot be just because it looked so stupid when it first started lol...and there hasn't been a real scary movie since like forever lol. The second one was "Deuce Bigilo Europeian Jiggilo" that movie was SO GREAT!!!!! i laughed so much it was so funny lmao, the first one was good but not this good!!

anyhoo keep blogging and leave comments if you want

man i am bored

There really hasn't been much happeneing since i got back from NSSSA so i haven't had much to tell about...but i will tell you what has happened since then. Since i got back from NSSSA i have spent every lunch hour out in this little grassy spot with friends, it is so nice out there ^_^.

We found it about a week or so back when we went for a walk in PAL class and i went for a swim and i needed a place to stop and drye out.....it was a good day for swimming ^_^. Anyhoo to continue on with for this week, one of my friends seemed really bored out of her mind so me and another friend decided to make her not seemed bored so we odded her out and now she doesn't seem bored any more lol. I also have had a sub for a teacher that teaches me 2 classes...BOMUS!!! He flipped on us the day that i left for NSSSA and someone filed a complaint i think but ya so i have had alot more fun in that class..concidering i am rarelly in it now since i for some reason seem to work better out of the class and better in my friends classes lol!

Today though was probably the best day out of the week for eventness ,but weather wise it was the other day, none the less. Today the friend who helped me odd out my other friend got a bit baked today...lmao was she ever cooked out of her mind lol, i also didn't do a thing in any class since i had a sub for every class and the last period sub didn't even show up so we were deported from the class room, me and some friends were going to skip off but we didn't...welll we did after we were deported from the class room lol. When we got removed or deported we went out side on the craptacular bleachers that our school has for a bit before we got the idea to go buy chicken strips from this little shack down the road....that is always an adventure! When ever i buy chicken from there i am always trying to do something else but i get side tracked and end up buying chicken it is pretty great. But ya that has been my life for about the past week anyhoo keep blogging and leave any comments about anything

OMFG NSSSA Is So Much Better For Provincials Then Regionals

I have just come back from one of the best things that any high school student could ever do!!!! this super great thing my friends is NSSSA!!!!!! NSSSA stands for Nova Scotia Secondairy Schools Association. It is pretty much a place where you go and have for for the whole time that you are there, although the whole point of you going there is to become a better leader for yourself and others around you. This is my second time going to a NSSSA conference, this one was a provincial conference which meens that people from all over Nova Scotia come together inb stead of a group of people from your school board region. I was at this conference which was named EDGE for 4 days and i didn't stop for much time, the over all amount of sleep for the 3 nights that i was there for was 8 hours!!. The first night i got 3 hours of sleep, second night 5 and the last night...obviously no sleep which i am now going on to the 40 hours of no sleep mark as i type this lol.

Now when i was at NSSSA i played many games and most are the classic such as Pony, Epic, random dances, random songs and chants and clapping for everything you do pretty much lol!

I also saw many guest speakers that were brought in for modivation and leadership enhancing speaches and talks. These conferences have affected many people in the way that it has better thier self esteem, or thier outlook on life and just thier lifew in general. These 4 days have been a great and very exciting!!! The first thing i quickly realized about being at provincials was that you have to be every where that you neeed to be early to get anything good! I realized this when i went to get my first supper and i was playing hacky sack not even thinking about the number of kids that would also want to eat so i came to getting my food near dead last, that made me want to get everything done quickly since it was usually one thing then like a meal or a couple things then a meal. When we weren't eating or in the auditorium listening to people talk we were in our "skill building groups". These groups were the people that you did all the little activities and worked with for everything else. I had 10 members in my group including my 2 skill builders. (the people that lead you every where and take you through the activities) These groups became the certasin people that you were pretty much garantied to get to know. That helps when there are about 700 people at this conference that i went to this time.

Anyhoo keep blogging and leave any questions or comments about any of this stuff if you want!

Mall + Friends = BEST TIME EVER =D

I have never and I mean NEVER had such a good time in the mall with friends!!

All the plans happened! And not a thing went wrong during any of it...oh except one thing but that doesn't matter

It all got better and better as each thing happened. First we had to get through the school day that was long but worth it, after that i went on my friends bus to her house and man her bus rocks the people actually talk to you and don't just sit there and be stuck up like on my bus; anyhoo after we arrived at her house( her being laura) we chilled there for a bit and listen to ram stien. Next was the friggen ride into town all i can remember abou that is that i had a couple good laughs but i can't remember what about.

Man from there the greatness just got better with every step we took. First we started off by looking for the clothes part of the adventure..we did that for a bit then caved and said we needed food. We ate at that chinese food place...Manchu Wok i think it is i don't know the spelling for it, anyhoo. After that i went and made my hair appointement which was good. For the next pretty much hour and a half we wondered around making jokes about everything we saw and did, we ever have pictures of most of the fun things we did. When it was getting close to the time my appointement was i went iunto shopping mode lol an dlaura and athena were like the judges on whether or not i should buy certain things or not...stylists in my mind lol. I ended up buying 2 new pairs of pants, 2 new shirts and a new over shirt. Pants from Blue notes and the shirts from Randy River.

The hair was the next thing; it took a long time i wasn't expecting that but it was worth it all the way!!!!! My hair is now a dark red and it is short, pretty much the complete opposite of my normal hair. I am just so happy that we went to the mall and did all that great stuff i will have to go again and have just as much fun if not more! Anyhoo keep blogging

Why Can't Today Be Friday

Friday's plans are going to happen and it is going to be the best thng ever...except certain things such as the COOPER concert, but anyhoo i am so hyped for it i will finally get to hang with other friends out side of school and i am going to make it as fun as possible!!

I am going to buy new clothes and cd's and stuff and even hope fully get new hair style, mine is shit. But ya this should be another thing that i will remeber for a while to come!! All this friday

I am also going away next thursday to sunday to NSSSA! NSSSA is pretty much a giant party between different schools. You run around scream alot and have as much fun as possible!

I went to one before for 1 day and i came back dead and unable to talk i don't even want to know what i will be like after these 4 days and i plan to stay up all the nights as well....not the best idea but i am going to bye chocolate covered EXPRESSO beans so that i can stay awake. The next week for me will bring me alot of happyness i am going to be hyped about something for the next while so should have more posts and other things. anyhoo keep blogging

muhahaha...plans for friday

So ya i have plans for friday...hopefully the plans turn out. Anyhoo these plans consist of me, athena, laura, a mall, money and....maybe hair. The plan is to go to laura's house off the bus, followed by another trip into town...last time was good and i hope her mom doesn't think i am a druggy this time lol, anyhoo after that go shopping and buy stuff lots of stuff hopefully.

next if i get what i went there for and if i have a cool hair style i might try a new hair style thus the hair part. All this time hanging with anthea and laura, i can imagine this will have many a story and puns after the venture to the mall! From there we will probably be going to athena's house and we might go bey some daceries like athena and laura did last time laura was at athena's house after all this going home and seeing if i live when dad sees me walk in the door lol he might flip abpouot the hair but that is fixable all in all this should be an adventure and a half ^_^

anyhoo keep blogging

OMG is nit the Word for THIS

As i said in my last post i can't wait till tommorrow....well tommorrow has come and gone and oh my it was SO fing amazing..ugh man i was so blown away by thye preformance!! The whole day went like this. First go to school (aka dream about concert and listen to cooper all day as well), after that joyis part of my day i went to a friends house (ride to concert) next head out and along the way i met this guy that was like do you want to see something freaky? i was sort of lost but then he just showed us this cool card trick while we were on the feary going across the harbour. Following that was getting to the metro center and finding our seats. OMG they were right by the floor like right on the boundry of it. Next was the opening act; it was helix, for those of you who ay not of heard of them they are this cheesey 80's band ithought that they weren't all that bad other had thier own opinions.

Then it all became like a dream, everything was so great the first song was No More Mister Nice Guy which for some odd reasnon i thought he would open with, but ya!!!! The show got better and better as the night went on!! With every new song came a new stage sort of act thingy. Man Some of the stuf may have been chessey but this is the same stuff he used when he first started.

He used the guillotine which made me happy to the max although you could see that it didn't hit him at all. He did his parinoid ballit with the straight jacket, he did the feed my frankenstien which he assembled random body parts in, but it was used till the end after he had his head pretended to be cut off. He had a FING snake which was reat although he always uses it but i was still in aww.. He also had all these different costumes, like 5 different ones throughout the show.

And i was only upest at one time and that was when he was giving away the props and i wasn't on the floor to get any of it, but i can't complain the show made and makes me so happy!! ^_^ He gave away 2 of his wand/baton thingys and a fricken wip like one of the dominatrix ones that he uses in the song "I'm 18"! He also gave away fake diamonds but that was nothing big.

The show was so great and i stood for every part except his one slow song which was still good!!

Another thing had to of been the musical solos!!! Man these guys were so good and so crazy i was lost. They played so many and not a one sucked at all!

When i thought the concert was going to end i forgot about the encore but then i remebered it and not only di he do 4 songs for an encore but he did "Schools Out" as the last song (as expected) but i head banged to that and "Poisioned" so much!!

I will not be the same way again. This has made me want to see so many more concerts since i loved this one. But anyhoo keep blogging and see ya round

OH MY GOD i can't wait till tommorrow ^_^

I am going to thefriggin ALICE COOPER concert tommorrow and man i am so stoked!! i will be there with friends, although some are closer to the front then i am but i will get to them...not hard to do. But ya we are not on the floor with our tickets but we are going to go on the floor and rock out with my friend who is right close to the stage. Man i even down loaded a crap load of his music for my new IPOD i got on the weekend. I am only missing 3 songs by him and they just wouldn't down load so i just said to my self i will live with it, but ya COOPER!!!!!!!!!

Man i will have such ablog for the day after, haha but i will tell everything in so much detail even if it isn't as good as i thought it would be, but that isn't possible it is ALICE freaken COOPER he is the original shock rocker!

Cooper 3 days and counting

I have had ticket for cooper since like 3 days after they came on sale. Now i am finally goign on wensday. It is going to bew so great...ugh you don't even know. It is going to be even better for me because it is my first ever real concert, man i can't wait. It is going to be even better than i will expect probably, especially since i saw his article in the paper last friday and it made me so happy. The article title was guilatines, dead babies and snakes oh my! For those of you who don't know thse are all things he has had on stage before. He is one of my fave musicians. He is so different that it godly! It will be even better as well because i i have friends going with me and we are going to go down into the mosh pit and just take in the energy and excitement of the concert!!!!!!!

The funny part of all this is the fact that they are now just advertising for it for tickets and they are sold out. I am glad they did that because we now have tickets YES!!!!!!!!!!! It was hilarious because people heard the advetisement on the radio and they called in and heard that they were sold out i was so happy and i klaughed at them under my breath lol

the first ever blog of SQUIGGLES

i have just started doing this and i ahve yet to figure out how to really show off the real me and my oh so great life. My life is great and not so great that will all be told in due time though people. until then enjoy this first Blog entry and give me critisism, help or comments on anything that is posted it will help me become a better blogger